The last three weeks of my life have been different, to say the least. It was something I hadn't experienced in such a long time. I was so sure of this, and kept saying "is this real?" I repeated this to myself each night. I've always been scared to give my feelings up to someone 100% into the sea of love.
And perhaps I ended something that could've been the beginning of something so beautiful, but due to past love and hurt, I surrendered early. Was it good to have spoken up, and not to have thought through my words? Probably not. Sometimes things are too good to be true.